L.U.V * psychedelico

2002-11-20T21:48:00.000-08:00

Lomo Wonderland @ Esplanade

WONDERLAND, the first pan Asian Lomographic exhibition, opened in Singapore on Friday November 15th, 2002 at The Esplanade, Theatres on the Bay. It features 42m of Wonderland lomowalls from 6 countries: Taiwan, Malaysia, Hong Kong, Korea, Japan, and Singapore featuring works from lomographers around the world. (it's replaced the quirky flags-made-of-hair exhibition)

its funny how inanimate things can change the course of people's lives. well it wasn't much of a story but i caught the lomo bug about a year back when my couz was back on his term break n brought along his Lomo Kompakt Automat. oh how all hell broke loose when i loaded my first roll of film. snap this. snap that. snap. snap. snap... it was certainly addictive, i went a lil crazy with e camera. it felt so wonderful n liberating to shoot things without even thinkin how e shots would turn out, and how great this small dear lil thingie can create the most wonderful visuals when printed. (mine r still with him..*sulk*)

the lomo isn't a toy. its a tool to liberate yourself, like a metaphor 4 life. we all need somethin, a catalyst, to show us the way to break away from e routines of our daily lives. all e while we're doin things this way n that, e way we were taught n expected to do, but when we experience e Lomo, its a sudden feelin so uprooted from convention n we start to look at everything in a different perspective. i know, relating a lil camera to how we shld run our lives may sound a tad offbeat, even loony? but i guess its a gd start for us to live e way we've always wanted to.
gdday!

2002-11-20T21:20:00.000-08:00

i watched singing in the rain last nite at the esplanade to celebrate my daddy's b'day. it was gd, but not fantastic. typical feel-gd musical...u've seen one u've seen em all. cheorography was nice though... im definitely inspired to take dance lessons after the stupid As. some guy actually turned up in a tuxedo with that 2 tailed coat! i know we're supposed to dress up, but that..?!
moi misquote: "hey, the durian's eyes don't look that bad up close at nite yea?"

2002-11-13T07:59:00.000-08:00

econs paper 1 & 2 tomorrow. what on earth am i doin here playin on e net?? lol... red bull time...peace out!

2002-11-13T07:56:00.000-08:00

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when's e next one coming out?!

2002-11-13T07:47:00.000-08:00

this is supposed to be the WORLD'S FUNNIEST JOKE

Two hunters are out in the woods when one of them collapses. He doesn't seem to be breathing and his eyes are glazed. The other guy whips out his cellphone and calls the emergency services. He gasps: "My friend is dead! What can I do?" The operator says: "Calm down, I can help. First, let's make sure he's dead."
There is a silence, then a shot is heard. Back on the phone, the guy says: "OK, now what?"

um..hmm..*scrunches up nose* i think i've heard funnier.

2002-11-12T03:19:00.000-08:00

redbull is my preferred fluid of e week. i wonder if e stuff really works or is it just a psychological effect?
well all i know is studyin sux, big time!
esp when you see econs essay questions in the exam that make u wonder if u did at all.

yee yen: "i'm on a fast track to a career at 7-11"

blehz.

2002-11-12T02:44:00.000-08:00

i must study. i must do my best. i must get gd results.
then i can get my bouquet from him hehe.

2002-11-08T02:10:00.000-08:00

darren kor is comin back in dec!! sweet! can't wait to see him again we'll have lots to catch up on. everytime i think of him it also brings back fond memories of those days when we were young n playful n all living together as one big happy family. now him, derrick kor, sara, claire n i can reunite as the Yeo gang haha! :)
but actually he's like very reluctant to return, cos he totally digs australia. i can understand why, but strangely somehow that makes me a slight bit angry.
when i was like 5, i announced i was going to marry my darren kor. hahaha... i've long gotten over that incestuous phase of cos, but he's an awfully gd catch, character wise n all, whoever catches him is one lucky gal (oops do i sound like i'm advertising him? nope sorry he's already picked a lovely gf out of his many admirers!)

me+kor jan2002

2002-11-08T01:41:00.000-08:00

this is why my parents r so worried for me!

2002-11-08T01:35:00.000-08:00

i don't geddit. why do ppl keep callin up to ask if i wanna meet up when they know the As are right round the corner? and everyone says the same thing - COFFEE! like suddenly so many ppl are into caffeine? i know tho i don't go out i still slack alot at home so i shouldn't be that bothered. it was flattering, but now its gettin really annoying. i almost think it rude. urgh.

2002-11-02T23:30:00.000-08:00

i regret not taking a neoprint, to commemorate my last sat out for a longgg time. ^_^
we talked bout the whole dr ong saga, and i'm wondering how charmaine n sherryl are. haven't seen em for yonks. no surprise since no more clubbing.
he let me in on how koji and some of e other jap boys were seriously such shy guys with girls, like how it was hilarious when he asked charmaine to talk n flirt with em at zouk on fri to see how'd they react, well one actually hid behind another, after a while they made some excuse bout goin to e dance floor! who could tell underneath that whole cool suave jap exterior huh?

grace drove by with mich to get her fone back, cos her bro lost his fone, so now i only have a sim card. its a very alienated feeling, like i've lost touch with the world! my mum is gonna hit e roof when she finds out. oh btw grace looks so cute with her new hair cut!! really adorable! tho she was like "no no stoppit!" when i told her.

// SUNDAY 03 NOVEMBER // EVE OF DEEPAVALI //
// ZOUK // CREAM CLUBBING CAPITALS TOUR FEATURING SEB FONTAINE
i'm surprised that even grace n can wanna make it down tonite. well they prob have been muggin away, but i haven't. many ppl tryin to instigate me into going. evil ppl. BUT NOOOOOOO I WILL RESIST!! I WON'T SUCCUMB TO THE DARK SIDE! EVEN IF ITS SEB FONTAINE! oh bullocks, we'll see later if i succeed in my struggle.

2002-11-02T22:38:00.000-08:00

he wanted to watch samsara *hmm* but of cos i'd neva be able to pass for 21. Mr Deeds wasn't showing anymore, which left us with nothing worthwhile to watch, so ineey-meeny-money-mo, ballistic ecks vs sever was it. i'm not gonna give any rating for this darlin, becos u see its not quite a movie, e script is almost non-existent. it's just a big waste of money displaying cars blowing up, buildings blowing up, big guns blowing ppl up, and lucy liu strutting around cool n unscathed amidst it all.

2002-11-01T16:20:00.000-08:00

BOOK

if Zouk means anything to you, like it does to me, click to learn more or make a contribution

do it!

2002-10-31T20:19:00.000-08:00

ok halloween's a wee bit over. but who can resist a dose of non sequiter satire?

2002-10-31T20:09:00.000-08:00

i miss my girl frens!!!! besides Can, i haven't seen e rest for quite a bit. n it sucks that i'm not the group study type, cos i'll just eat/talk/horse around/stare at pretty gals.

2002-10-31T19:15:00.000-08:00

no kidding, i choked on my breakfast this morning. damn those stupid Blazin' Squad morons for ruining my daily partake of nutella. i looked up to see on mtv this group of white boys wavin their hands in e air bouncin along, tryin very hard to imitate that whole "yo wassup y'all, we're so cool, we're so hiphop" nigger attitude, each trying to hog their share of screen space, all the while proving that they cannot harmonize for nuts. And its not only the poseur dudes, i don't know what their record company/producer/director was thinking. the filmin was like a blair witch III project, one big amatuer lookin vid, with those "funky" effects all gone wrong n totally out of sync with the beat. i thought boyband mtvs were usually glossy slicked up productions, God knows what happened to this one. even the sex appeal wasn't there! see u at the crossroads? i think more like american funniest home videos.

2002-10-31T00:33:00.000-08:00

boo. take today as a chance to start anew, cos it is afta all the new year's day of the witches.

that said, lemme introduce ~emily e strange~, my fave longlost sista (well ok u know what i mean!)

trick or treat?

2002-10-28T21:26:00.000-08:00

Katrina is the New Face winner!! she looks so gd in the papers today! haha too bad bryan's in some remote part of western australia now, or he'd neva hear the end of it from me! i neva could quite understand why he gave up this hot girl who hit on him for a lil freak like moi. and he'd always just laugh it off. Katrina was neva mean to me at that time so she's a beauty with a gd heart, not one of those vicious bitches, so well i'm happy for her win :)

2002-10-27T22:07:00.000-08:00

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed

someone gimme a cuddle n a kiss now

2002-10-27T12:07:00.000-08:00

The Best & The Most Beautiful Things In The World Cannot Be Seen Or Even Touched. They Must Be Felt With The Heart.

2002-10-27T12:00:00.000-08:00

irritated! irritated! ever since e evil b**** stole my phone at oakie nite, i've had to borrow grace's phone. the exact same model. BUT ITS TOTALLY KONKY N ITS DRIVIN ME NUTS!! even better, since it's spoilt my mum wants to trade it in for me, n she can't understand why i refuse. well cos she doesn't know its not mine! (or she'd really flip)

2002-10-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

welcome to Halloween, where all your nightmares are made of. come celebrate, within the humble reigns of our manor, the nite we've all been waiting for - when e dead, undead, and demonic rise up and walk in the realm of the living.

Ok sorry got carried away. we all know halloween to most is just like any traditional or religious holiday, another excuse to dress up, play the music loud, and party hard. tho its not actually Oct 30 yet, most r gonna celebrate it tonite. it's probably the only time of the year you can dress like britney or backstreetboys n get away with it.
well seriously, there's inspiration to be drawn from Red Dragon. i watched this prequel to Silence of e Lambs today (since sat is my only go-out day of the week for now sigh) and it's really a good flick, tho abit disturbing. i'll never look at doll's eyes in the same way again! so since last year saw some ppl take a cue from the bloody movie Battle Royale, i was thinkin if anyone would use these 2 ideas for a halloween costume this year...
~ Hannibal e cannibal Lector: wear a metal mask over the lower half of your face and get someone to push u around in a movable cage, or
~ Mr D. aka e Red Dragon: if you dare to walk around naked with a big ugly drawing on your back n butt.

Fellow freaks of nature , twisted children of the mirror ball
beloved disco disciples, power podium pimps, dancefloor
hooligans, fashion fascists and neo music nazis.
I don't think u know what terror is...come let me now show u
it's time to denigrate yourrselves at the feet of yourr disco denizen despot/ess
partake in the frenetic ultraviolent uberfest in order that u, too
might be clubbed to death.

I wish i could be at zouk dressed up in some crazy scary costume partyin with them, like last year!!!! too bad :|

"warning! don't move till the click! sign on the screen disappears!" no wonder.

2002-10-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

all hail the next picasso!

What type of artist are you?
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You're a modern/pop artist. You have the ability to turn your problems into bright, colorful works of art. People like being around you because you make them smile. Kudos!

2002-10-24T23:34:00.000-07:00

::If you don't take a stand on something you'll fall for everything else::

2002-10-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

hey faye, if u're reading this, hope you get betta soon.

2002-10-23T09:05:00.000-07:00

my mum just gave me one of those "serious" talks again, bout how i hafta do my best for the As, study hard, don't go out etc etc. and i always get all defensive n stuff n it always ends up with both of us upset. awful awful. i know she's worried, but i just wish she n dad would just leave me alone for this period of time. and now i wonder whether gettin 6 pts for the Os was such a gd thing after all, cos now they have this mentality that i die-die hafta get 3As. the worst thing is, they're actually right. but i hate it when she tells me i'll lose out in life/ i'll feel inferior to my friends 10 years down the road/i won't be living well if i get even a single B. i beg to differ. what is it about singapore that has parents all hung up about grades? am i gonna be a failure if i dont end up some big shot banker or lawyer? i'm grateful that they don't impose their ambitions on me, they say its up to me, but i can sense their hope underneath it all. prime example - i had to decide between stayin put in acjc or startin anew in algae land (oops, i meant rjc), mum insisted i decide myself, n in the end she was one very happy momma when i chose the dump (ok sorry, rjc, the creme de la creme of jcs in s'pore). her eyes popped wide when i said i was considering a year off before uni instead of half so i could do more stuff. "don't waste time! u'll be behind your frens!" she shrieked. gosh, does half a year really make such a life-or-death difference in a whole lifetime?
well, i don't really know how to put it here nor to my parents, its just that i can't picture myself n i don't want to live my life out livin the whole rat race thing. Yes, its tempting, money does make the world go round, n success is so narrowly defined in s'pore, nonetheless there's a whole world out there for me to explore, learn about, n help, a great deal of things i'd like to experience and enjoy so i can say i've really lived. it sounds rather foolish n idealistic, perhaps even corny, but i hope i'll be able pluck up the courage in me somewhere to choose a different path from the one set before me. for cryin out loud i didn't dare go to poly tho i wanted to haha. even if it means building houses for children in mongolia, or becoming a dj (secret ambition! ),making a film, or living in some cramped apartment in venice few years from now teaching english n earning e bare minimum to get by (i read bt that in e papers somewhere), hey, sounds fun to me, and i'm sure i'll make interesting frens along e way. (let u in on a lame lil secret, i won't mind takin on the bimbo job of an air stewardess cos gettin paid to travel is just plain cool!) oh i don't know, heaps of things on my to-do list, i'm just a free spirit at heart i guess. i think the system here has to gradually change so ppl will dare to follow their dreams, n well then maybe s'pore won't be sucha boring place after that. hee yea, i'm digressing. frankly i'm not quite sure myself what i'm rambling on about.
e way i see it, happiness is the key to longeviity becos even if you were to die e very next moment, you'll die a happy person, knowing that you have lived life the way you wanted. so time is not a factor anymore. doing things that make you a happy person each day. doing happy things will offset those unhapppy moments encountered in our lives. thus you will die more of a contented person with less regrets in life. i said less n not no regrets cos each n everyone of us surely has regrets of some sort in our lives. well, ok, just a last thought, it'd be all the more peachy if i can get married to my true love *ooh, mushy mushyyy* yea watever, i'm a girl, not some asexual hermaphrodite!

LIFE.LOVE.PEACE.FREEDOM.E FUTURE.

just one more

2002-10-22T10:45:00.000-07:00

wastin time on quizzes again...tsktsk ^_^

Are you NASTY or NICE?

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2002-10-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

i messed up one question of the physics prac yesterday. i still feel awwwffffuuulllllllllllllllllllllllll...................... :(

2002-10-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

so funny. Ronald wanted to show me his

convertible (yea quite exciting huh!)
me: but u haven't got your license yet
him: thats true. *pauses* ahh, i'll get my driver to drive it over!
me: ...........

meantime, i'll jus oggle at the neighbour's cute son who drives back for dinna in his own n who's sadly, umm, gay. haha

2002-10-22T00:13:00.000-07:00

Holly, my coolest penpal from melbourne, just did this for me ( tho its been like, 2 years already? :P ) she rawks! thx a bunch u're e best! cya there again soon! xoxo

2002-10-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

the world is becoming a very dangerous place. we have planes crashin into buildings, ppl blowing themselves up, snipers hiding around, clubs exploding and shootings on campus ( did i mention that if the terrorists responsible for the bombing of sari club in bali r indonesian, they've gotta be the dumbest around ever! talk bout breakin their own rice bowl ). its a neverendin spiral - the more these incidents get played up, the more those disturbed ppl out there will get inspired. now even safe lil s'pore is marked down as "high risk", and my Oasis boys ain't headin our way no more :| Tomo even called on sat to say he was gettin outta zouk cos there was a bomb alert?! turned out to be a prank i guess...but who knows, it could just turn into reality someday. bali blast II? acckkksssss.

2002-10-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

i'm stoked!! satoshi tomiie certainly didn't let us down like paul oakenfold did! he spun great! tho they said steve lawler was betta, it was still a pretty good end to all clubbin before the As! plus someone was very sweet tht nite *wat am i gonna do* ^_^

wassup with the Friends finale?? when i do watch it, they leave me with this?! so who did rachel get with? ross or joey? or am i missin out on something? someone please enlighten me i hate not knowin! ( i wish it were joey, cos he's sucha sweetie)

as usual, studyin is a chore. n i could strangle gallen.
~on icq~
him: i am in almost the same state as u. my report dateline is next week and i am not even halfway thru. when i start doing i feel very sian
me: oh yea i totally understand wat u mean.. depressin...jus feel like doin everything else but it!
him: i have to begin doing my powerpoint presentation !!! i am juz sick of doing it
me: well think of the physics n math i hafta do. stuff like gravitation, electric fields, vectors n complex numbers....u'll feel betta bout ur powerpoint presentation
him: study ok? i have to copy and paste my report to powerpoint. sian juz dun feel like doing it. can't wait to get out of skool.
me: u dun feel like copyin n pasting?!?? haha u seriously have a problem!! a much bigger one than me!!!

2002-10-14T09:34:00.000-07:00

*4th OCT CLASS OUTING @ EAST COAST PARK AFTER LAST DAY OF SCH*

only weikiat n wudan missin in action

lijun+sujun+me+jeri

soccer maniacs

e guys just reeled in a big catch - salmon!

everyone wants a pic with e e 4 gals of s05a

cow+me+jon+keith

slacker group (mugger kel fu xtra!)

chomping at hawker centre

me+promking ;)

2002-10-10T04:12:00.000-07:00

stress stress! i've been tellin myself "i'll start studyin tomorrow" for like 5 days now. n i still went to catch a movie *bad girl!* ~Serving Sara~ today with *horror!* tomo. talk bout havin no will power. but well i had fun n it was a good movie ^_^

> FRIDAY 11 OCTOBER
> ZOUK : STEVE LAWLER LIGHTS OUT TOUR (UK) - 4 hr set

> SATURDAY 12 OCTOBER
> ZOUK : RENAISSANCE 2002 with SATOSHI TOMIIE - 4 hr set

what am i gonna do?! what bad timing!
i'll start studyin tomorrow.

2002-10-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

got this in an email. i thought it pretty funny.

Last month, a survey was reportedly conducted by the U.N worldwide. The only question asked was : "would you please give your most honest opinion about solutions to the food shortage in the rest of the world?" The survey was a HUGE failure.

In SouthAmerica they did not know what "please" meant.
In Asia they did not know what "honest" meant.
InEastern Europe they did not know what "opinion" meant.
In the Middle East they did not know "solution" meant.
In Africa they did not know what "food meant.
In Western Europe they did not know what "shortage" meant
And in the USA they did not know what "the rest of the world" meant.

Hee haw!

2002-10-10T03:20:00.000-07:00

shopping with best fren :)

the betta neoprint after a disatrous 1st one

2002-10-01T19:02:00.000-07:00

i love grace n can!
funny things they call us: charlie's angels. 3 musketeers. POWERPUFF GIRLS?!?

yea thtz blossom, bubbles n buttercup 4 ya. (our auto-timer shots didn't turn out too bad)

2002-09-30T10:47:00.000-07:00

he's been back since i ended my prelims. i chose my head over my heart n i'm starting to hate myself.

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last four months were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

2002-09-14T21:13:00.000-07:00

this has gotta be the longgggeeessssttttt week of the year so far. everyday seems to go by in slow mo, and time is just bent on flying past me (er, oxymoron?) so i can't study for the damn prelims n then probably flunk em. i'm allergic to studying. its a health hazard. sometimes i wonder why didn't i just go to poly. sian-ism! no wonder i'm wasting time here. Cancan:"i can't study. im watchin too many taiwanese serials!" post meteor garden craze i guess. oh saw the taiwanese dancers on tv with Vaness at his post hk concert party, it was real sweet "seeing" them again. taiwan next year!!!

some of the best days ever!

Ja's b'day party this coming sat, boy have we got a sexy surprise for her...hahahha!

hee guess wats inside the big heavy box??

whats the deal with 9-11? call me shallow or narcissitic or plain heartless (but i'm really not..), i think they should move on. there's still like this big fuss about it, n i can't forget e months *grumble* when all Time had to offer were 911 reports. speakin of osama...this cute thing cracked me up back then... http://www.madblast.com/oska/humor_bin_new.swf

Ronald's b'day on friday, he brought me to Equinox for dinner, but the whole nite was weird, the food was weird, the PRICES were really weird for portions of that measly size, and well it was just weird with him. But the view was beautiful n we tried lotsa new drinks at the New Asia Bar like this funny test tube mock chemistry-experiment thing with smoke n all. very swanky indeed. the place reminded me of jon's contest, n my encounter with Utt....AhHhHh! guess it was the alcohol, cos by the time i got home i never knew u could miss someone so bad.

lesson of e night ~ its true, money can buy you pleasure but not happiness.

.:SAYING SAYONARA:.

kel+me+tomo+dan+sheh@boontongkee-post-zouk

an upset dr ong says "F*** u're really leavin?!".....

@zouk's fleamarket

@embaro with surprise guest nick shen?!
(he turned out to be a nice down2earth guy)

goodbye@theairport

2002-08-17T00:54:00.000-07:00

hahaha...check out this part of yohei's email from LA ~

"Last week, I bought this 1988 Lincoln town car for 700bucks and after 4days of drivin', it fuckin EXPLODED. Had to do combat roll outa the car and duck on the floor while all niggers sayin "wooot" at us. So, I did'nt have time to look for apartment and I have no car. ... "

gee......

2002-08-17T00:33:00.000-07:00

"everytime you go away, you take a piece of me with you."
just can't start muggin in this bad state.

kimura+me+yohei+theirboxers?!

me+tomo

2002-07-29T09:22:00.000-07:00

heellloooooo guess who's back in da house ( ok fess up i know u missed me)
since the end of CTs, a whirlwind of stuff have happened. so many memories of people, activities, parties, days n nites out, hilarious incidents n loads of other stuff i can't even begin to start recordin it all down. i'll try...s l o w l y...over time...... just that i've this crazy notion that bloggin jinxes me somehow yea yea further proof i'm a weirdo so we'll see how the next few days go n if i disappear for another month at stretch we'll know i'm right... :) speakin of bad luck...... 1. lost one side of my favourite pair of earrings. called up all the selfridge stores, such pretty earrings, u think there were any left? *grief stricken* 2. eye infection, but i can't help it, i love my black eyeliner! looked like bambi for a while there. gave me a reason to look cool n aloof behind a pair of shades, n stare at ppl without em knowing hahah! 3. how happy i was the weekend had finally arrived....n my high on sat only lasted bout an hr, n while xpress-2 was bringin down the house i was outside takin care of dead drunk Can. oh but it was funny how we had a sloppily hard time moving her around. 4. everyone knows money makes the world go round, its tough that my money disappears really quick these days don't ask me how! 5. parents say lazik op only after prelims or maybe even As. sheesh it was supposed to be done in june i was so excited! n now it keeps gettin postponed n postponed while i turn into a bad case of myopic-ness without any glasses nor contacts.
gotta start studying for prelims. HAFTA START MUGGING FOR PRELIMS! "i was spinning free, whhhooooooa-oa-oa...." that jimmy eat world ditty jus doesn't stop in my head. peace outt.

mich+grace+me @ zouk winebar

yoheidrunk @ centro

yoheispinmeupsidedown @ centro

dawn+me+gail+mich+ja @ cinebowl

tomo+yohei

sheh+me+mybrokenshades

jon's wet n wild b'day bash

i wanna kick at the machine that made you piss away your dreams
and tear at your defenses till there's nothing there but me
your laugh is a disease your love is such a tease
you're dirty and you're sweet
you know you're everything i'll ever need
oh everything you are
falls from the sky like a star.
~googoo dolls~

2002-06-20T10:59:00.000-07:00
Those low hanging, gloomy clouds
Skim over my head
As they disappear
Beyond the twilight sun

Nowhere to go
Forgetting to see dreams of color
Ghosts leave their footprints
All around town

In a romantic love poem
I always thought that
Brilliant colors were essential
And that's why love is a flower

White flowers, red flowers and blue flowers
Love that has become the morning dew
Waiting to be found like pieces of paper
Here, there, just outside your front door

What gives life to love is the sky
Within that bottomless sky our love breathes in new life
If the light can't get to here,
Those eyes just can't sparkle

2002-06-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

WORLD CUP FEVERRRR!!!

even my mummy's gonna take leave to watch!

ExTreMeLy EcStaTiC~ S.Korea has sent big boys Italy home!!! a match that truly kept us on the edge of our seats!!! an equalizer by korea in the 88th min and then a golden goal by Ahn Jung Hwan 4mins before the end of half time! whoppeeee!!! so happy wish i were in Seoul celebrating with em! :)

ExTreMeLy ExCitEd~ Brazil vs England! ~ rootin 4 david *swoon* beckham's team but me thinks samba brazil will win! Senegal vs Turkey! 2 dark horses! Spain vs S.Korea! spain is good...but if korea can make italy cry (those childish sour grapes), i'd say do it to spain too!! go korea! do asia proud! dae-han min gook!!!

ExTreMe LeTdOwN~ Japan lost to Turkey...their play seemed to lack the hunger n spirit of before... shinji ono! junichi inamoto! hidetoshi nakata! what happened?!? nvm, i still think u guys are hot :) quote by Can :Let's not eat turkey anymore

ExTreMeLy CraZy~ over my new hero....AHN JUNG HWAN of cos. ain't he a looker too!

2002-06-13T02:55:00.000-07:00
losing streak on wheel of fortune today!
i'm going mad stayin at home doing nothing and not being able to force myself out cos of my guilty conscience tellin me to "STUDYYYYY!!" wat's wrong with me!!! SIANISM...i think i shall go cut n color my hair tomorrow or something!

SAT_15_06_02 GLOBAL UNDERGROUND 022CD TOUR - DAVE SEAMAN (UK) - 4 HR SET @ ZOUK
boy am i lookin forward to this one, finally a taste of enjoyment after all these mudane days. he so rocked the last time he came during e Renaissance tour. if i get too high that day i might even start callin those rj ppl at e nu'er hong party to come down n make better use of their time ;)

2002-06-12T07:00:00.000-07:00
just played 3 rounds of wheel of fortune online, and heyhey i'm a big winner manz! perhaps i'll try the real thing when i turn 18. hmm on second thoughts maybe not, cos the singapore prizes are downright lame. a fridge or a sofa? they give away cars in america!
contemplating whether to go down for mambo with Shawn n Wille etc. i'm no retro fan at all plus all those ahbengs n ahlians doing their funky para para dance moves is well, abit too much for me. but they're nice enuff to ask, n i'm curious to see how they're like now out of rj. decisions decisions! we'll see. later!

2002-06-11T12:01:00.000-07:00
lalala...someone's gone off to UK for a holiday.

Cold and frosty morning there's not alot to say
About the things caught in my mind
As the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
About the things caught in my mind
I don't wanna be there when you're coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground
So don't go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay, forever and a day...
Me and you what's going on
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong
So don't go away
~Oasis, "don't go away"~

come september, it'll be new york for good. it's so ironic how he appeared in life! fashion spreads twice with a model who goes by my name. but i really shouldn't care.

2002-06-11T11:35:00.000-07:00
OH MY OH MY!
Faye read my blog! BIG HULLO TO U MY DEAR! haha its so embarassin being mentioned in ur blog really *mumble mumble* . wasn't expectin anyone i actually knew to visit oops now my cover is blown everyone knows who this weirdo is n all the stupid things she writes.

i realized my family likes passing food around. its almost like a game we play, objective of which is to guard your plate n get the most off it at the same time. typical mealtime scenario ~ Daddy: "so much how to finish! here take take!" dumps food on my plate. Me: "hey, i'm not your rubbish dump! i'm eating more than you n mummy combined!" Mummy: "you're a growing child, need to eat more" Me: "no, take it back" dumps food on their plates. Daddy: "this girl ah, so stuborn. u all better take somemore." Mummy: "enough enough!" Me: "byebye i'm gonna eat in front of the tv" scoots off.

i guess e bottom line is, when your parents feed you, they love you.

2002-06-11T10:52:00.000-07:00
bored outta my mind. FRANCE IS SUCH AN EMBARRASMENT! OUT OF E WORLD CUP THEY GO!
talked to Faye yesterday on icq. ah, gd ole 1/1 days..our first outing to watch R&J..pam n vicki my 2 "wives"...so many memories. weird how i hardly talk to em anymore, just makes me sad sometimes. gonna go out together one day so we'll see how that goes!
miss my sis, tho i think that would have made her skin crawl. comin back tomorrow nite!

i must say, i'm like addicted to quizzes! i could start pasting a million results here now but nah. but check this out, which drug am i? alcohol. chey, i thought somethin like acid would be more glam!

2002-06-10T12:24:00.000-07:00
i can't find my googoodoll's album Iris. mysterious disappearance of my posessions once again.
HoOrAy! for Japan's 1-0 against Russia n Korea's 1-1 draw with USA, go Asia go!
watched Romy & Michele's High Sch Reunion on tv in the evening. dumb's e word. but i like e friendship between them. pure, simple, n true, though bimbotic at times. kinda reminds me of my galfrens n i haha :)
disappointed with Deep Dish's stint at zouk last thursday. hoping Dave Seaman will better!

2002-06-10T12:00:00.000-07:00
did a quiz from a link in faye's blog

What Pattern Are You?

wow. funny, i don't own any tie-dye stuff. but it is associated with raves n all that ain't it hehee.

2002-06-05T02:23:00.000-07:00
ok i'm back. realized i wouldn't be able to finish Irene's hw on time so i told her i injured my sprained foot again n had to go to e doc. hee. i'd better work very very hard tonight.
Candice n i did go out yesterday in the end. i wanted to bring some of my sinful banana bars n chocchip cookies for her to try but i wasn't carryin a big bag so i ditched e idea. hate bulky bags when u're runnin bout town. we took a neoprint, for once in the longest time.

*muackz 2 can* ain't my best fren a sweetie? my hair looks so black in there i can't stand it. hurry, let sch be over so i can get it brown n nice n wavy again!
we watched E.T!!! its cheesy, predictable, typical feel-good popcorn, but i must say i kinda liked it, n it even made me tear *sniff* E.T is sooo cute! especially when he's scared. hmm, somethin bout funny lil wide-eyed creatures in movies nowadays thats makin girls go "waahhhh", cos i thought yoda was awfully cute too, especially with his light sabre *awww*. but besides the point is that, E.T return to we shall. i loved the cycling in the air parts, its simply magical, i seem to have this thing bout being able to defy gravity, zooming in the air through NYC in Spiderman totally blew me away too, makes me wish so desperately i could experience that kinda magic.
ooh, UK funfair has that bungee ride, closest i can get i guess. yay! we'll go together with e taiwanese dancers when they come! can't wait to see em again!

2002-06-05T00:43:00.000-07:00
tell me how - desperately n frantically repositioning html codes in my template n then repeatedly clickin the reload button to see how the layout turns out only to have pictures in all e wrong places n fonts in unwanted hues - is gonna benefit my life? i just have to sit here n tinker around with this website n conveniently forget bout my homework. but i must say, i'm gettin really interested into all these comp stuff. argh, i have really low EQ at times!! i hope the novelty wears off soon!
couldn't believe that Rivaldo guy, i mean i'm no soccer fan or anything, but to think last year's player of e year could stoop to those levels as to play act, its crazy! and the thing i find most stupid is that he merely got hit on the legs by the ball n he actually put his hands to his head as though he had brain damage. yep, i do reckon his brain needs some checkin up. PUNISH HIM!! anyhow, really happy bout S.Korea n Japan's standings so far, they've done asia proud :)
tuition in one n a half hrs time, gotta get my butt crackin and start whackin those electro magnetic induction questions.

2002-06-04T22:55:00.000-07:00
i need you now
do you think you can cope?
you figured me out
that i'm lost and i'm hopeless
i'm bleeding and broken
though i've never spoken
i come undone

mad season
matchbox 20

2002-06-03T22:29:00.000-07:00
i just baked banana bars that are sorta like a cross between muffins n brownies, but they taste damn good anyhow. Also baked choc chip cookies. My sis Claire n i seem to be on a baking craze recently after she borrowed that receipe book from the library. i love eatin em, esp when they're just hot from the oven ohhh *yummmm* i'll have no one to blame but myself if i end up fat n down with a bad sore throat.
felt so utterly useless last nite, or early mornin rather. i didn't complete any of my study tasks i set out to do, instead wasted my whole day away doin this blog n watchin tv n i don't know what else. i thought i'd stay up till 3 finishin my vector problems but my comfortable bed beckoned and lured me away. so there i was lying there fallin asleep at 2am and feelin so lonely (hardly any SMSes that day!) when Daniel called askin if i wanted to join him n Dwayne n other friends for an after party. "AFTER PARTY!!!! THIS IS THE ONLY TIME U'LL GET TO TRIP THIS WEEK SINCE U CAN'T GO CLUBBING THIS SATURDAY!!!!" my mind screamed.plus...Dwayne is rather cute after all....haha he was such a sweetie the first time we met n it was so adorable the way he smiled a lil boy smile n went "oh its alrite...i'll buy u one more if u're broke". And he's 28?!? gosh. anyhow i wanted to jump outta bed n change but my body thought otherwise. i couldn't get up n i was in this sleeplike state. in the end i turned em down n turned in.
i haven't been out for 5 days since fat boy slim's gig last wed, n gee its the holz!!! it wouldn't be so bad if i was studyin but noooo....i've hardly got any work done. Candice n i r supposed to go out but she hasn't replied me so she's prob gettin lazy bout it like i am now. it's awful that i'm missin Deep Dish this thurs... urghh what bad luck that my op is on the same day...then another week of hidin at home....
10 Things On My Mind Now
1. how my eyes will turn out on thurs. so excited.
2. Tomo
3. Candice n are we ever gonna meet later?!
4. Grace n her Edison Chen sightin in hongkong *wails*
5. how i'm gonna finish my work in time for common tests *wails*
6. shopping...great s'pore sale now!
7. guys are the most fickle idiots in the galaxy.
8. i wanna hug and kiss Tomo.
9. i sound like such a shallow narcissist.
10. Fine. WORLD PEACE!!!!!!!

2002-06-03T03:32:00.000-07:00
words cannot describe how great i feel now. i feel EMPOWERED. haha...i actually uploaded that cute lil star thingy!
(...ya ya...go ahead and laugh at me...)

2002-06-03T03:04:00.000-07:00

HTML

testing..testing...
trying coloured fonts :)
just u wait i'm gonna get this one dayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

2002-06-03T01:46:00.000-07:00

DON'T SMOKE, DRINK

Speaking of good ideas, here's the Next Big Idea. You know how they're doing this whole anti-smoking campaign, making jail cells out of cigarettes outside Lido on Orchard and Scotts? It's not going to work, because addicts of anything are generally weak people who need something else to get themselves addicted to. Here's the plan: we wean them off tobacco by getting them so intoxicated to smoke. To that end, here r some i thought would be rather effective.

I'd Rather Die of Liver Cirrhosis Than Lung Cancer.
I'm Not a Smoker, I'm a Fucking Alcoholic.
I Can't Smoke While My Mouth is Full of Beer.

-courtesy of my genius friend, Shawn Ban-

cheers!
p.s notice the topic heading i did with html? hee *contented*

2002-06-02T10:06:00.000-07:00
now i can't get the time on this thing right. its not 10am here its 1am. sighhhh... wonder if anyone will read this?? BIG HI TO YOU THERE!~! wonder how to add pics...or do anything else for that matter. i feel so seriously handicapped here do i need to learn html!

2002-06-02T09:59:00.000-07:00
ahhhhhh!!!!!! this betta turn out right!! i had to delete my previous konked up blog n start this new one, the trouble i had to go to! new n improved m.i.l.l.i.o.n.s of ME. well i'll repeat what i said in my first n just-deleted posting : i have such bad luck with computers. tecnology must have been my enemy in my previous life.